How honest can I be? Well, NO don’t think so! Outwardly project, try hard as survival instincts! Probably, it’s harder to be a woman than it’s to be a man. Not just harder but scarier! But fear is normal, so I think! Fear – ‘False Evidence Appearing Real’.
Silly fears like creepy-crawlies, reptiles, horror movies, darkness, nightmares, stairs down to basements, mathematics!
‘Clam up’ as an instant reaction, hide wherever possible! Mostly, disappear deep within an imaginary cocoon. Eventually peep, pop out curiously to explore again. Like a kid playing hide, seek!
Gather enough sensitivity, balance, courage to navigate fears, discover creative ways to drag self into positive light. A perseverant, passionate process beautifully mastered over time!
Though, getting much better with belief, vulnerability, inner strength to energetically show up for what distinctively delights – what I dream, desire, design, develop!